Thursday, 5 September 2013

Hey, I had my first day of college today and it was fab! But I can't help but have a bad feeling about something?? I don't know but everyone seems nice so far.
I've seen some hot guys haha but generally, everyone seems really nice.
I'm trying to become more social and it's paying off, maybe.
I made a few friends so that's all good but I have no idea when it's acceptable to hang out with them outside classes??
I'll have to figure it out soon!

Ok bye. I want to finish watching Freaks and Geeks ah I'm obsessed :)


Sunday, 1 September 2013

Haven't written much because nothing has been happening in my life!
I start college on Thursday and I'm actually quite excited! I'm bad at meeting new people and it's really annoying. Some people say they have social anxiety or social problems when they are just trying to be cute and quirky but honestly, I think that I have a problem.
It's hard to make conversation at times and I always get nervous before social events. I get more nervous for them than when I take exams and do stuff that normal people get nervous about.
I get nervous and anxious around new people and I'm worried that I'll be an outcast in college but I'm gonna try my hardest to fit in and start conversation and not worry. I'll let you know how it goes.
Do you ever feel like you are just sitting there and everything is going on around you but you're not actually there. It's like you're watching life just passing in front of you...that's how I've been feeling recently.
The only thing that takes me away is probably studying and learning new stuff.

Ok, I should go as I have homework to do (I haven't even started college yet and work has started already)



Sunday, 25 August 2013

My life is very boring at the moment.
The only thing I'm doing now is listening to Reading festival, it looks SO GOOD and I'm jel of anyone who went.
Also, Foals tickets go on sale soon and I want:)
(I have no one to go with)- I hate having a different music taste to 99.9% of my friends.

Going out tonight though woo! To a restaurant and drinks!

That is literally all that I've been bye.

:) x

Friday, 23 August 2013

So much has happened this past week!
So I went to London for a week and that was fun- we chilled and met lots of family and all in all, it was a lot of fun.
Yesterday was results day and I am SO happy with results!! Got nearly all my predicted grades and I've finally chosen my options and enrolled into college.
I need to celebrate but I have no idea what to do. My older sister celebrated by going to a house party but 1) No one is having one, and 2) I wouldn't be invited anyway. Haha.
Everyone is busy and I'm literally doing nothing. I'm sitting here and blogging and reading fanfiction (oh and eating a lot-I need to go back to eating less)

Anyway, I'm chilling now and I'm gonna go to the fancy dress shop later.
I need a character beginning with A or B to dress as? The most I have is angel or Amy Winehouse.
Firstly, angel is too boring and normal. BUT I already have a white dress to wear!
Secondly, Amy Winehouse is too hard and requires so much effort BUT I can do winged eyeliner and have the same skin colour as her. So that could maybe work?

I'll let you know what I come up with.


Monday, 12 August 2013

Results day is soon and I'm scared. I messed up badly on some of my exams and I'm upset. Plus I have no idea what to choose for a-levels??

I'm choosing mostly academic subjects but I really wish that I was good at arty subjects. I like music and play the violin but IT SEEMS SO HARD. However, in my taster session, there was a really cute guy.

Ah I'm nervous to start college.

So this morning I went to the hospital for my eye appointment and then went into town for some shopping! I bought these shoes and I love them so much and I bought the Vampire Weekend CD. It was a successful shopping spree.
When I got home, my whole family looked at my shoes with disgust but I DON'T KNOW WHY.
The shoes are plain but it made me realise that I have such a different fashion sense to my entire family. Here's the shoes:
So yeah...

Anyway, now I have to go out again and I absolutely hate going out.
AND I'M REALLY HUNGRY but we have no food in the house

Ok, bye :) x

Sunday, 11 August 2013

So hi, I'm new to this but I'll basically be either 1) Telling you about my day and using this as a personal diary, or 2) Ranting about some ridiculous events that have happened to me during the day.